'Stupit!' I told myself as warning bells flashed in my face.
"I know you’re more then you appear." A very angry older female voice sounded in my ear. "In fact, I know that you are trained to use the force, you dirty filthy Sith."
'How!?' I asked myself as I quickly replied, "I mean Ms. Solo no harm. I just wish to tell her that the one she seeks has passed away a long time ago."
In truth, I was alive and well. I was just hoping that this person would take that for the truth.
"You lie, Sith." The female voice replied as my mind went back in time to another that did the same to me. After a few minutes it came to me in a flash. Erifia Apoc face and name raced across my mind as I pondered how would I get out of this person calling me something other then Sith. Just like I tried more times then I care to count on her calling me anything other then Bar.
The title Sith itself reminded me of a time and place that I had left behind. More to the point a place that had been my home and all the friends that I had lost over the years that had gone by. I was tried of hiding but I was fearful of those that didn't know whom I was really was a Jedi Knight and Jedi Healer of a forgotten time and place. All that knew me now as Jewel Doffee, Head healer of a children’s ward.
I hadn't used the name Barriss Offee in so long mostly because of the warning that was sent out years ago. That message that warned all to stay clear of Jedi Temple, and more to the point the feeling of Jedi dying in the hands of the clones that was in units with them.
"You Sith, are not welcomed here." The voice said as warning went off about would-be laser cannons that were aimed to my ship.
"Just tell her my message." I calmly said as I started to set a course to leave the area as quickly as possible.
My plan was if I couldn't give her the message in person then I would at least not allow these Sith to follow me back to where I'm now living. I knew that I would have to make sure to set course for a place that would lead them to void in space. I reminded myself that most of the software that I was using was so out of date as I was with use of my lightsaber.
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Monday, June 02, 2008
Yavin 4
I approached Yavin 4 with a troubled mind and heart.
"Well," I said out loud as I sat back not ready or willing to go any further then I had already had traveled. I was ready to turn and run back to the only other home I've ever known.
A light flashed a warning of incoming transmittion. "Oh, force." I cried as I sat there shaking my head on my own silly mistake.
"Undetifend ship, please come in." A young male voice stated as a group of ships closed in on my ship. I sat there shaking my head as I reminded myself of how stupid I was to allow myself to be placed in a dog fight.
All the while in the back of my mind, I kept hearing a voice say from the past. 'This was always not one of your strong point.' I tried to figure out who's voice that was as I reached out with the force to see whom had placed me into this soon to be dog fight.
Then like lightening in a bottle, I was brought back to the present. I could feel force signatures. 'Younglings!' I told myself as I slowly replied "This is Jewell-Star. With a reply message to one named Jiana Solo." My real voice was masked by device that Anakin had made for my ship.
I could feel someone trying to use the force to pierce into my very soul to see who I really was. More to the point, why I was really here for.
"Well," I said out loud as I sat back not ready or willing to go any further then I had already had traveled. I was ready to turn and run back to the only other home I've ever known.
A light flashed a warning of incoming transmittion. "Oh, force." I cried as I sat there shaking my head on my own silly mistake.
"Undetifend ship, please come in." A young male voice stated as a group of ships closed in on my ship. I sat there shaking my head as I reminded myself of how stupid I was to allow myself to be placed in a dog fight.
All the while in the back of my mind, I kept hearing a voice say from the past. 'This was always not one of your strong point.' I tried to figure out who's voice that was as I reached out with the force to see whom had placed me into this soon to be dog fight.
Then like lightening in a bottle, I was brought back to the present. I could feel force signatures. 'Younglings!' I told myself as I slowly replied "This is Jewell-Star. With a reply message to one named Jiana Solo." My real voice was masked by device that Anakin had made for my ship.
I could feel someone trying to use the force to pierce into my very soul to see who I really was. More to the point, why I was really here for.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
SORRY!!! So very sorry.
OK, look I know I'm suppose to be posting. (Thanks for the reminder Mr. Hutt!)
But things have just got out of hand in my real life. Sorry everyone. I'll try to post more offen. As for the rare comments I leave, I know I'm more of a ghost of my former self.
Sadly I wish to post more and with the help of a few other bloggers I may be able to. So with that I guess for now I'll work on that next post and have it ready by next week.
But things have just got out of hand in my real life. Sorry everyone. I'll try to post more offen. As for the rare comments I leave, I know I'm more of a ghost of my former self.
Sadly I wish to post more and with the help of a few other bloggers I may be able to. So with that I guess for now I'll work on that next post and have it ready by next week.
Monday, October 15, 2007
Whispers of the Past
I was taking a break from my work when I found this meme by someone named Jaina Solo. I had never heard the name before, and was sure that maybe she was trying to fool me.
I was once called Barriss Offee, but that was so long ago. Nearly a lifetime ago, and still someone knows that name. Maybe even knew me before the fall of the Jedi Order, but mostly likely not.
I nearly throw the meme away thinking that maybe it was for the best that this person not know I was alive. Then thought I'd go to where this Meme came from and tell her the person she is looking for died at the hands of the clone troopers.
It would be better that way, right?
'Yeah right!' I told myself as I left work and went to docking bay. A ship I had once used was still docked there waiting for me.
It took me three hours to ready my ship for departure. I shook my head as I looked out on the only other home I've ever had in a long time.
'I'll be back." I told myself as I left the planet behind me. I nearly got space sick from not flying in so long.
"I miss home." I moaned to myself as I started to track where the message had come from.
Slowly the computer came back with general location of Yavin 4. The only thing that was holding me back was thinking that this could be from a Dark Jedi or worse a Sith.
'Go Barriss go.' I barely heard over my own troubled thoughts. At first it didn't regester who's voice it was. Then it hit me, "Master?" I called out knowing that it was either a memory or really her voice I heard.
A single tear raced down my face as I programed a course for Yavin 4.
I didn't know what I was going to find when I got there or if I just sealed my own death in stone.
I was once called Barriss Offee, but that was so long ago. Nearly a lifetime ago, and still someone knows that name. Maybe even knew me before the fall of the Jedi Order, but mostly likely not.
I nearly throw the meme away thinking that maybe it was for the best that this person not know I was alive. Then thought I'd go to where this Meme came from and tell her the person she is looking for died at the hands of the clone troopers.
It would be better that way, right?
'Yeah right!' I told myself as I left work and went to docking bay. A ship I had once used was still docked there waiting for me.
It took me three hours to ready my ship for departure. I shook my head as I looked out on the only other home I've ever had in a long time.
'I'll be back." I told myself as I left the planet behind me. I nearly got space sick from not flying in so long.
"I miss home." I moaned to myself as I started to track where the message had come from.
Slowly the computer came back with general location of Yavin 4. The only thing that was holding me back was thinking that this could be from a Dark Jedi or worse a Sith.
'Go Barriss go.' I barely heard over my own troubled thoughts. At first it didn't regester who's voice it was. Then it hit me, "Master?" I called out knowing that it was either a memory or really her voice I heard.
A single tear raced down my face as I programed a course for Yavin 4.
I didn't know what I was going to find when I got there or if I just sealed my own death in stone.
Monday, September 24, 2007
Let's see
Where was I???
Blinding light, I think?
Oh force, I don't remember or know anymore.
Anyone out there remember anything at all?
Blinding light, I think?
Oh force, I don't remember or know anymore.
Anyone out there remember anything at all?
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Reason for the Error Message
Hey Everyone
Yeah I know I posted an error message and here's why.
My uncle died due to a massive stroke on August 23. After much thought, I decided to first off write this blog in his memory. When he was alive, he was one of my most truest of readers. Reason for that are and will always be that he would hear my ideas out and second wait to see how I'd write them out in the storyline. He gave me ideas that I will be using but not right away, but will be soon.
Althought I miss him greatly now. Although I sit by myself right now crying over things that shouldn't have come to be. I can still hear him telling me to post.
So if you all would please give me some time, I will post again. This may not be the same Barriss most have come to know or remember but never fear for that path leads to the darkside.
Auther
Yeah I know I posted an error message and here's why.
My uncle died due to a massive stroke on August 23. After much thought, I decided to first off write this blog in his memory. When he was alive, he was one of my most truest of readers. Reason for that are and will always be that he would hear my ideas out and second wait to see how I'd write them out in the storyline. He gave me ideas that I will be using but not right away, but will be soon.
Althought I miss him greatly now. Although I sit by myself right now crying over things that shouldn't have come to be. I can still hear him telling me to post.
So if you all would please give me some time, I will post again. This may not be the same Barriss most have come to know or remember but never fear for that path leads to the darkside.
Auther
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
New time - New place
I'm back and as promised here my new post, but I am sorry this is a little late.
flashback
Crossover
I don’t remember how or why but somehow I was back in my body . I could feel someone trying to use the for force on me. Even their force signature was alien to me.
‘Had I been found by the Sith or a dark Jedi? ‘ I quickly asked myself.
I tried to open my eyes but they appear to be stapled shut. I tried repeatedly to open my eyes, but each time I ended up failing. I tried and succeed in balling one of my hands in a fist but I couldn’t raise it to hit this person.
I could hear nothing outside the thundering of my heart.
I tried to speak and just like my eye had failed in doing so. It felt like my mouth was wired shut.
Confusion and frustrated, is what I blanketed the force around me with.
I had made up my mind that this person was either Jedi or a Sith, but which one I wasn’t sure.
I relaxed as I started to force send question to this person ‘Where am I? Who are you?'
Would they answer me or could they answer me. Was I prisoner or was I in healing ward somewhere close to the Jedi temple?
Light blinded me as my eyes opened, then quickly closed again to keep the light from hurting my eyes.
flashback
Crossover
I don’t remember how or why but somehow I was back in my body . I could feel someone trying to use the for force on me. Even their force signature was alien to me.
‘Had I been found by the Sith or a dark Jedi? ‘ I quickly asked myself.
I tried to open my eyes but they appear to be stapled shut. I tried repeatedly to open my eyes, but each time I ended up failing. I tried and succeed in balling one of my hands in a fist but I couldn’t raise it to hit this person.
I could hear nothing outside the thundering of my heart.
I tried to speak and just like my eye had failed in doing so. It felt like my mouth was wired shut.
Confusion and frustrated, is what I blanketed the force around me with.
I had made up my mind that this person was either Jedi or a Sith, but which one I wasn’t sure.
I relaxed as I started to force send question to this person ‘Where am I? Who are you?'
Would they answer me or could they answer me. Was I prisoner or was I in healing ward somewhere close to the Jedi temple?
Light blinded me as my eyes opened, then quickly closed again to keep the light from hurting my eyes.
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Polls are closed!
Well after 14-6 vote, I guess this writer should get back to work. Sorry for taking so long to post this but I had to make sure that everyone who wanted to vote had the chance to.
Next post will be next week by Friday, but there will be a few changes. So I only have one question for you, are you ready?
Next post will be next week by Friday, but there will be a few changes. So I only have one question for you, are you ready?
Friday, February 16, 2007
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Doctors notes - Grim News
At first we thought she was suffering for brain injury due to a fall but everything we have tried to do to date has not help.
Her heart rate, brain activity and organ activity is off the charts. If these continue to raise any further she will die. Everything we have tried to bring her back has failed.
Although her out look does look grim at this time, we have thought about calling Coruscant and speaking with Jedi temple. Maybe one of their healers will come to help us. There is little else left that we can do at this date and time but pray for her.
Doctor Delary, of Mirialan Southern Woman’s Hospital
Her heart rate, brain activity and organ activity is off the charts. If these continue to raise any further she will die. Everything we have tried to bring her back has failed.
Although her out look does look grim at this time, we have thought about calling Coruscant and speaking with Jedi temple. Maybe one of their healers will come to help us. There is little else left that we can do at this date and time but pray for her.
Doctor Delary, of Mirialan Southern Woman’s Hospital
Monday, December 25, 2006
Holiday post (Small break and it's fun)
I saw this last year and thought it sounded like fun.
Write a fictional remembrance for Wookie Life Day (or Hanukkah or Kwanzaa or Christmas or...) holiday.
Rules:
If your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often) please post a comment here on my blog with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL CHRISTMAS MEMORY of you and me. It can be anything you want -- good or bad -- BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. And, if you feel like it, when you're finished leaving your comment, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) with the memories people can create.
Oh and a second treat for everyone is this nice neat little card.
Have a safe Wookie Life Day (or Hanukkah or Kwanzaa or Christmas or...) holiday.
Write a fictional remembrance for Wookie Life Day (or Hanukkah or Kwanzaa or Christmas or...) holiday.
Rules:
If your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often) please post a comment here on my blog with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL CHRISTMAS MEMORY of you and me. It can be anything you want -- good or bad -- BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. And, if you feel like it, when you're finished leaving your comment, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) with the memories people can create.
Oh and a second treat for everyone is this nice neat little card.
Have a safe Wookie Life Day (or Hanukkah or Kwanzaa or Christmas or...) holiday.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Out of body experence part 1
flashback
My eyes open on their own as I hear “Child your not suppose to be here.” a gentle voice said slowly.
“Where’s here?” I ask quickly as I raise from a laying position to a sitting position
“Look around you, young one.” The voice said as I quickly looked around to see white as far as I could see and the figure of a female figure several feet away.
“I don’t understand,” I lightly said.
“Don’t you know what happened down there?” the voice asked
“No!” I cried then quickly asked “Am I dead?”
“No, you are in limbo” the voice said.
“Limbo!?” I asked as it register that I could in fact be dead.
“Yes, but worry not young one. Your not dead yet.” The voice flatly stated, then added. “You can still go back if you wish.”
“And if I do not?” I asked wondering what would happen to my body.
“Then you truly are dead, and I highly doubt that you will want that.” the voice said then without missing a beat added “Not that you’d have much to go back to.”
“What do you mean?” I asked.
“You see right now your body is in comatose state until you decide what your going to do.” The voice flatly stated.
“And just how long will my body be in a coma?” I quickly asked.
“As long as you’re here and don’t move on.” the voice answered.
“Move on?” I asked.
“Yes,” The voice flatly stated then when on to say “As long as you stay here and not go back or move forward your body will remind in the coma.”
“But how did I end up here?” I asked.
“Your body shut it self down after being drained from using far more force powers then it is use to ” The voice answered then added “Your powers have since tripled since you left the temple, but that should not concern you for the moment. You need to choose but choose wisely about what your going to do. You best think long and hard, stay here think about going back or moving on.”
“And if I don’t leave here and go back, then what happens to my body?” I asked.
“You already know the answer to that young one.” the voice answered back and went on to say “However I can not help you choose your path only answer your questions. And I must say you haven’t been behaving like a Mirialan lady or Jedi Padawan. But given the state of things as they are, I’ll let your small mistakes go for now.”
My mind raced as I wondered how this being could know such things about me.
My eyes open on their own as I hear “Child your not suppose to be here.” a gentle voice said slowly.
“Where’s here?” I ask quickly as I raise from a laying position to a sitting position
“Look around you, young one.” The voice said as I quickly looked around to see white as far as I could see and the figure of a female figure several feet away.
“I don’t understand,” I lightly said.
“Don’t you know what happened down there?” the voice asked
“No!” I cried then quickly asked “Am I dead?”
“No, you are in limbo” the voice said.
“Limbo!?” I asked as it register that I could in fact be dead.
“Yes, but worry not young one. Your not dead yet.” The voice flatly stated, then added. “You can still go back if you wish.”
“And if I do not?” I asked wondering what would happen to my body.
“Then you truly are dead, and I highly doubt that you will want that.” the voice said then without missing a beat added “Not that you’d have much to go back to.”
“What do you mean?” I asked.
“You see right now your body is in comatose state until you decide what your going to do.” The voice flatly stated.
“And just how long will my body be in a coma?” I quickly asked.
“As long as you’re here and don’t move on.” the voice answered.
“Move on?” I asked.
“Yes,” The voice flatly stated then when on to say “As long as you stay here and not go back or move forward your body will remind in the coma.”
“But how did I end up here?” I asked.
“Your body shut it self down after being drained from using far more force powers then it is use to ” The voice answered then added “Your powers have since tripled since you left the temple, but that should not concern you for the moment. You need to choose but choose wisely about what your going to do. You best think long and hard, stay here think about going back or moving on.”
“And if I don’t leave here and go back, then what happens to my body?” I asked.
“You already know the answer to that young one.” the voice answered back and went on to say “However I can not help you choose your path only answer your questions. And I must say you haven’t been behaving like a Mirialan lady or Jedi Padawan. But given the state of things as they are, I’ll let your small mistakes go for now.”
My mind raced as I wondered how this being could know such things about me.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Medical Transport
flashback
I woke in a transport of some sort .
I felt it take off but I didn’t see anyone close by to call for help.
I as tried to raise to sitting position, but felt my body struggle again it. I raised my head and looked down at straps that across my chest and legs.
I felt my eyelids turning into lead doors as they quickly closed tightly.
(Meanwhile)
“How she doing?” Asked one of the attending as she walked up to the med bed.
“Far as I can tell, no external injuries but she could internal injuries or worse.” The other attending flatly stated as she also went to the med bed and started with gently open one of young woman’s eyes and shinned a light into her eye. “No reaction to light.”
“Ma’am if you can hear me, squeeze my hand.“ the first attendant said as she waited for the young woman to try and respond to her request. After about 10 tense minutes of waiting “Nothing.” the attendant cried as she wrote it down in the medical file.
“ She could be in a comma.” the second attendant said aloud as she continued on with checking the woman vitals.
“Brian damage?” the first attending asked worried looked down at the young woman.
“We won’t know that until we get her to the hospital.” The second attendant stated as she continued to watch the young woman vital fail “Just how much longer till we’re at the hospital?”
“Our ETA is 10 minutes,” The driver stated.
Grapping for a neck brace, the second attendant called out to the driver “Careful with that driving, we don’t need more trouble back here.” as she fitted the brace around the young woman’s neck. As she turned to the first attendant and asked “Why wasn’t this done when first?”
‘I…I….I wasn’t sure it was needed.” the first attendant flatly stated
“We always use one, even if it looks like one is not needed.” The second attendant stated as she went on “If this young woman has brain damage, we could be liable because we didn’t use one, understand. And since we didn’t put one on her till now, I’m going to have to report it. It may end up costing us both our jobs.”
The first attendant sadly hung her head in defeat, then asked “How much longer to the medical center?”
“We’re just pulling up.” The driver called back to the attendants then added. “A medical team is waiting for her in room 1 with another team on stand by if she needs surgery..”
The attendants prepared the floating medical lift to carry the young woman into the hospital.
“What’s her status?” Called out of the doctors as she rushed out the medical centers doors.
“No external injuries but she hasn’t awoken since we got her on the transport. I tried to get a reaction to light, sound and touch so for she hasn‘t responded. All other vitals are weak but they are also strong at times. Plus we didn‘t get the brace on her till her had her in the medical transport.”
The doctor nodded as she looked down and said “Miss, if you can hear me. My name is Doctor Delary, I’m with the Southern Woman’s Hospital. Your going to be ok. “ She said as she ran with the floating medical lift.
TBC
I woke in a transport of some sort .
I felt it take off but I didn’t see anyone close by to call for help.
I as tried to raise to sitting position, but felt my body struggle again it. I raised my head and looked down at straps that across my chest and legs.
I felt my eyelids turning into lead doors as they quickly closed tightly.
(Meanwhile)
“How she doing?” Asked one of the attending as she walked up to the med bed.
“Far as I can tell, no external injuries but she could internal injuries or worse.” The other attending flatly stated as she also went to the med bed and started with gently open one of young woman’s eyes and shinned a light into her eye. “No reaction to light.”
“Ma’am if you can hear me, squeeze my hand.“ the first attendant said as she waited for the young woman to try and respond to her request. After about 10 tense minutes of waiting “Nothing.” the attendant cried as she wrote it down in the medical file.
“ She could be in a comma.” the second attendant said aloud as she continued on with checking the woman vitals.
“Brian damage?” the first attending asked worried looked down at the young woman.
“We won’t know that until we get her to the hospital.” The second attendant stated as she continued to watch the young woman vital fail “Just how much longer till we’re at the hospital?”
“Our ETA is 10 minutes,” The driver stated.
Grapping for a neck brace, the second attendant called out to the driver “Careful with that driving, we don’t need more trouble back here.” as she fitted the brace around the young woman’s neck. As she turned to the first attendant and asked “Why wasn’t this done when first?”
‘I…I….I wasn’t sure it was needed.” the first attendant flatly stated
“We always use one, even if it looks like one is not needed.” The second attendant stated as she went on “If this young woman has brain damage, we could be liable because we didn’t use one, understand. And since we didn’t put one on her till now, I’m going to have to report it. It may end up costing us both our jobs.”
The first attendant sadly hung her head in defeat, then asked “How much longer to the medical center?”
“We’re just pulling up.” The driver called back to the attendants then added. “A medical team is waiting for her in room 1 with another team on stand by if she needs surgery..”
The attendants prepared the floating medical lift to carry the young woman into the hospital.
“What’s her status?” Called out of the doctors as she rushed out the medical centers doors.
“No external injuries but she hasn’t awoken since we got her on the transport. I tried to get a reaction to light, sound and touch so for she hasn‘t responded. All other vitals are weak but they are also strong at times. Plus we didn‘t get the brace on her till her had her in the medical transport.”
The doctor nodded as she looked down and said “Miss, if you can hear me. My name is Doctor Delary, I’m with the Southern Woman’s Hospital. Your going to be ok. “ She said as she ran with the floating medical lift.
TBC
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Hours later
flashback
After checking and rechecking his vitals.
“He’s dead!” I cried out.
‘Your troubles have only just started.’ the voice in my head said as I hung my head as shook set in.
I sat in the side street and held him close as I cried for several hours before looking up as a group of elderly ladies walked by the side street.
“Please,” I begged them “Help me!”
I sat there and watched as each of elder Mirialan ladies all shook their heads no and walked away.
I drew him closer to me as I waited for someone to help me.
I sat there crying for several hours before a local security patrol found me.
“Miss!?” I heard one say “Are you two alright?”
“I’m not sure.” I cried as I held his body closer to mine.
I watched as security officer kneeled down and looked at me then at him. “Oh dear.” as he looked back at me. “Madam, your husband is dead!” he flatly stated.
‘Husband!?’ I stated back as I pass out from shook of the whole ordeal.
(meanwhile)
The security officer then looked at his team and quickly handed out order.
“Dennoll, get this sector secure. Releon, contact the nearest medical ward. And tell them we’ve got two coming in. One dead, and the other we’re not sure of her injuries at this time.”
“Yes sir!” Both men said as the ran about to their assigned duties.
The security officer looked at Barriss and said “I just hope we got here in time to save you.” as he stood there waiting for Releon to help move both bodies to medical center.
When Releon came back with transports on stand by. Then two of them start by moving the young female off the young male. “They are dying younger and younger sir.” stated Releon as he helped his captain in loading the young female into one of two waiting transports.
“That they are.” The officer that was first on the scene replied as he went back to help with the young male’s body.
After checking and rechecking his vitals.
“He’s dead!” I cried out.
‘Your troubles have only just started.’ the voice in my head said as I hung my head as shook set in.
I sat in the side street and held him close as I cried for several hours before looking up as a group of elderly ladies walked by the side street.
“Please,” I begged them “Help me!”
I sat there and watched as each of elder Mirialan ladies all shook their heads no and walked away.
I drew him closer to me as I waited for someone to help me.
I sat there crying for several hours before a local security patrol found me.
“Miss!?” I heard one say “Are you two alright?”
“I’m not sure.” I cried as I held his body closer to mine.
I watched as security officer kneeled down and looked at me then at him. “Oh dear.” as he looked back at me. “Madam, your husband is dead!” he flatly stated.
‘Husband!?’ I stated back as I pass out from shook of the whole ordeal.
(meanwhile)
The security officer then looked at his team and quickly handed out order.
“Dennoll, get this sector secure. Releon, contact the nearest medical ward. And tell them we’ve got two coming in. One dead, and the other we’re not sure of her injuries at this time.”
“Yes sir!” Both men said as the ran about to their assigned duties.
The security officer looked at Barriss and said “I just hope we got here in time to save you.” as he stood there waiting for Releon to help move both bodies to medical center.
When Releon came back with transports on stand by. Then two of them start by moving the young female off the young male. “They are dying younger and younger sir.” stated Releon as he helped his captain in loading the young female into one of two waiting transports.
“That they are.” The officer that was first on the scene replied as he went back to help with the young male’s body.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
First day alone
flashback
I nodded an agreement before turning towards the mess that Koko drink had made in the room.
I didn’t hear Erifia leave but she must have because as soon as I turned to ask her something she wasn’t in the room anymore.
‘That’s odd, she didn’t even say goodbye.’ I told myself as I sat down on the bed.
‘She left because even she knows that you are not worthy of the title of Jedi knight.’ I heard the voice in my head say.
“No! She‘ll be back soon. She just went off to get something from her ship” I said out loud to quiet the voice and to give myself a break from its ranting as well.
I slowly cleaned up the mess , then I sat back and watch the hours pass by as I waited for Erifia to return.
‘See all this waiting and she still hasn’t come back. I told you she couldn’t stand to be in the same room with you.’ The voice stated as I balled my hands into fists.
“I don’t believe you.” I angrily stated back.
‘Oh but you do! You wouldn’t get angry if you didn’t.’ The voice stated as I started crying.
Without thinking I grabbed my cloak, ran from the room out and into the streets for Lemorn.
I brushed past several young Mirialan women before realizing that my cloak had slipped off my head and my skull cape could be seen by all. I slowed down as I grabbed my hood I forcedly placed it back on my head and breathed a sigh of relief as I walked on.
As I walked around I felt someone come up behind me. As I went to reach for my lightsaber I felt the blaster being pressed into my back as I heard a male voice say “You’re coming with me.” As I realized that my lightsaber wasn’t with me.
‘Foolish child!’ The voice in my head said as I bowed my head as the man lead me away from main streets to a side street.
His hands grabbed me roughly and turned me towards him. “What a pretty thing like you, doing out and about without an escort?” He asked as he ran right hand down my left arm.
I shook as I shook my head no. I tried to speak but nothing was coming out.
He shook me hard as he said “Don’t lie to me! I’ve been following you since you left your hotel room.”
I shook my head as I tried to push him away ‘You will not get away from him, he will kill you.’ the voice stated as I tried once again to push him away with the force.
When even that didn’t work, I hung my head in defeat as I tried to gather the force in attempt to protect myself.
‘That’s right just give up. You know it is useless to fight him.’ The voice in my head.
I screamed as lightning shot from my hands and landed directly on his chest.
His screams echoed in the side street, as I stood there watching him lying on the ground dying. As his screams died down, I stopped and fell to the ground beside him.
“What have I done?” I cried as I tried to turn him over to see if he was still alive.
I nodded an agreement before turning towards the mess that Koko drink had made in the room.
I didn’t hear Erifia leave but she must have because as soon as I turned to ask her something she wasn’t in the room anymore.
‘That’s odd, she didn’t even say goodbye.’ I told myself as I sat down on the bed.
‘She left because even she knows that you are not worthy of the title of Jedi knight.’ I heard the voice in my head say.
“No! She‘ll be back soon. She just went off to get something from her ship” I said out loud to quiet the voice and to give myself a break from its ranting as well.
I slowly cleaned up the mess , then I sat back and watch the hours pass by as I waited for Erifia to return.
‘See all this waiting and she still hasn’t come back. I told you she couldn’t stand to be in the same room with you.’ The voice stated as I balled my hands into fists.
“I don’t believe you.” I angrily stated back.
‘Oh but you do! You wouldn’t get angry if you didn’t.’ The voice stated as I started crying.
Without thinking I grabbed my cloak, ran from the room out and into the streets for Lemorn.
I brushed past several young Mirialan women before realizing that my cloak had slipped off my head and my skull cape could be seen by all. I slowed down as I grabbed my hood I forcedly placed it back on my head and breathed a sigh of relief as I walked on.
As I walked around I felt someone come up behind me. As I went to reach for my lightsaber I felt the blaster being pressed into my back as I heard a male voice say “You’re coming with me.” As I realized that my lightsaber wasn’t with me.
‘Foolish child!’ The voice in my head said as I bowed my head as the man lead me away from main streets to a side street.
His hands grabbed me roughly and turned me towards him. “What a pretty thing like you, doing out and about without an escort?” He asked as he ran right hand down my left arm.
I shook as I shook my head no. I tried to speak but nothing was coming out.
He shook me hard as he said “Don’t lie to me! I’ve been following you since you left your hotel room.”
I shook my head as I tried to push him away ‘You will not get away from him, he will kill you.’ the voice stated as I tried once again to push him away with the force.
When even that didn’t work, I hung my head in defeat as I tried to gather the force in attempt to protect myself.
‘That’s right just give up. You know it is useless to fight him.’ The voice in my head.
I screamed as lightning shot from my hands and landed directly on his chest.
His screams echoed in the side street, as I stood there watching him lying on the ground dying. As his screams died down, I stopped and fell to the ground beside him.
“What have I done?” I cried as I tried to turn him over to see if he was still alive.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Order, well more orders then I need!
flashback
Cross over with Erifia Apoc
"Orders!?" I stuttered. 'See even she doesn't trust you.' the voice in my head stated as I asked "What do you mean by orders?"
"Do you trust me? If you do, Padawan, than you'll follow your master's orders." Erifia stated as she waited.
'Tell her no!' The voice yelled as I slowly said "Yes, I do trust you with my life," then I bowed my head before saying "Of course, Master."
"I order you to stay here, on your home planet, getting to know your people. Once you know your people and culture again, I order you to call me. If you leave this planet until that point, you are in direct violation of my orders. Are we clear Padawan?" Erifia asked as she waited for my answer.
'Tell her no! Tell her you don't need her order.' The voice said as I slowly said "Yes Master." Then I heard the voice say 'You fool!' as I asked then asked "And if the council calls me back, then what Master?"
"Then you contact me, and I will handle the council. Understand?" she calmly stated.
"Yes Master." I replyed.
"Excellent. Good. Padawan, I have another order I want you to follow more carefully than anything I've ever told you before," she said as she sat down next to me and took my hand in hers, "Take care of yourself, okay Barriss? You're my best friend, I don't want to lose you."
I waited for voice to say something as I looked into Erifia's eyes before saying "I will take care of myself Erifia, don't you worry about that. As you are mine, I just don't want to lose what we have."
'But you already have.' the voice quietly said.
"We won't… I need to let you think my dear, I'm sorry I've intruded on your rest for so long." Erfia calmly said.
"You didn't intrude, Erifia." I slowly said as I tried to gathered me thoughts.
"Don't butter it up, I intruded. I know I did, I was just concerned for you." she said.
I shook my head to keep the voice quiet before I said "No Erifia, you didn't intrude. I know it doesn't mean much but you helped me." Then I thought about before saying "A healer being healed by a fighter, do you know how rare that it is?"
"I consider it a friend being healed by a friend." She lightly stated.
Cross over with Erifia Apoc
"Orders!?" I stuttered. 'See even she doesn't trust you.' the voice in my head stated as I asked "What do you mean by orders?"
"Do you trust me? If you do, Padawan, than you'll follow your master's orders." Erifia stated as she waited.
'Tell her no!' The voice yelled as I slowly said "Yes, I do trust you with my life," then I bowed my head before saying "Of course, Master."
"I order you to stay here, on your home planet, getting to know your people. Once you know your people and culture again, I order you to call me. If you leave this planet until that point, you are in direct violation of my orders. Are we clear Padawan?" Erifia asked as she waited for my answer.
'Tell her no! Tell her you don't need her order.' The voice said as I slowly said "Yes Master." Then I heard the voice say 'You fool!' as I asked then asked "And if the council calls me back, then what Master?"
"Then you contact me, and I will handle the council. Understand?" she calmly stated.
"Yes Master." I replyed.
"Excellent. Good. Padawan, I have another order I want you to follow more carefully than anything I've ever told you before," she said as she sat down next to me and took my hand in hers, "Take care of yourself, okay Barriss? You're my best friend, I don't want to lose you."
I waited for voice to say something as I looked into Erifia's eyes before saying "I will take care of myself Erifia, don't you worry about that. As you are mine, I just don't want to lose what we have."
'But you already have.' the voice quietly said.
"We won't… I need to let you think my dear, I'm sorry I've intruded on your rest for so long." Erfia calmly said.
"You didn't intrude, Erifia." I slowly said as I tried to gathered me thoughts.
"Don't butter it up, I intruded. I know I did, I was just concerned for you." she said.
I shook my head to keep the voice quiet before I said "No Erifia, you didn't intrude. I know it doesn't mean much but you helped me." Then I thought about before saying "A healer being healed by a fighter, do you know how rare that it is?"
"I consider it a friend being healed by a friend." She lightly stated.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
the leason from a Koko bottle!
flashback
Cross over with Erifia Apoc
"Erifia, I'm a healer!" I stated and quickly read the label "Besides if you had read the label it stated that the contents are under pressure."
"I will shake it then, to demonstrate…"” as Erifia grabbed the bottle and began to shake, in hard and long strides. And after a moment, she set it on the ground. Then she took several steps away, and pointed at it as it shook a little, "Notice how unstable it is, how it cannot stand on its own. How with all the pressure inside it is trying to break it."
'I'm growing tired of this guessing game Erifia.' I told myself as I looked from Erifia to the bottle and back. Then I asked "And your point is?"
"Such is a Jedi’s soul, a Jedi’s person when they bottle emotion," She stated as spun the lid off the top, and it exploded, sending koke throughout the room, "Without a safe release for the anger, we are all bound to end up with the same fate as that bottle."
'This is just great Erifia! Now who's going to clean up this mess?' I told myself as I slowly answered "I see!" Then without really thinking about it I lookied at Erifia and said “Maybe it’s best then that I leave the order."
I stood there watching a single tear run down Erifia face as I heard a voice in my head say 'See if she really cared, she'd be fighting for you.'
"You’ve been so brainwashed!" I heard her screech through my thoughts, "Just because you broke a rule doesn’t mean you have to quit! I was trying to keep you in the order, to keep you sane, and whole…"
"And I thank you for that but I broke more then one rule. I also disobeyed the customs of my people." I sadly stated as I looked away trying to quiet the voice in my head.
"If I had a credit for every time I did that…" She stated then stopped.
'A credit for what quieting a voice in your head or breaking a rule?' I thought to myself. 'More likely both' the voice in my head said.
Feeling somewhat in control I looked at Erifia and then said "Oh Erifia! If I leave it will because I know I can’t be any good to anyone if I blow up like that koke bottle." As tears raced down my face as I went on to say “But right now, Erifia I need to heal myself. And I can’t do it back at the temple. I thought coming here alone would help me.”
'But there is not place that you can find that will do that for you.' The voice said loudly and I replyed back 'This is as close to my home planet as I could get, and if this place can't help me then maybe my home planet will.' Which caused the voice to become very quiet as Erifia said "I've got a solution, but you must follow my orders exactly."
TBC
Cross over with Erifia Apoc
"Erifia, I'm a healer!" I stated and quickly read the label "Besides if you had read the label it stated that the contents are under pressure."
"I will shake it then, to demonstrate…"” as Erifia grabbed the bottle and began to shake, in hard and long strides. And after a moment, she set it on the ground. Then she took several steps away, and pointed at it as it shook a little, "Notice how unstable it is, how it cannot stand on its own. How with all the pressure inside it is trying to break it."
'I'm growing tired of this guessing game Erifia.' I told myself as I looked from Erifia to the bottle and back. Then I asked "And your point is?"
"Such is a Jedi’s soul, a Jedi’s person when they bottle emotion," She stated as spun the lid off the top, and it exploded, sending koke throughout the room, "Without a safe release for the anger, we are all bound to end up with the same fate as that bottle."
'This is just great Erifia! Now who's going to clean up this mess?' I told myself as I slowly answered "I see!" Then without really thinking about it I lookied at Erifia and said “Maybe it’s best then that I leave the order."
I stood there watching a single tear run down Erifia face as I heard a voice in my head say 'See if she really cared, she'd be fighting for you.'
"You’ve been so brainwashed!" I heard her screech through my thoughts, "Just because you broke a rule doesn’t mean you have to quit! I was trying to keep you in the order, to keep you sane, and whole…"
"And I thank you for that but I broke more then one rule. I also disobeyed the customs of my people." I sadly stated as I looked away trying to quiet the voice in my head.
"If I had a credit for every time I did that…" She stated then stopped.
'A credit for what quieting a voice in your head or breaking a rule?' I thought to myself. 'More likely both' the voice in my head said.
Feeling somewhat in control I looked at Erifia and then said "Oh Erifia! If I leave it will because I know I can’t be any good to anyone if I blow up like that koke bottle." As tears raced down my face as I went on to say “But right now, Erifia I need to heal myself. And I can’t do it back at the temple. I thought coming here alone would help me.”
'But there is not place that you can find that will do that for you.' The voice said loudly and I replyed back 'This is as close to my home planet as I could get, and if this place can't help me then maybe my home planet will.' Which caused the voice to become very quiet as Erifia said "I've got a solution, but you must follow my orders exactly."
TBC
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Koko!
flashback
Cross over with Erifia Apoc
I quietly opened the door to the refresher and carefully walked towards the bed.
"Up a little late," Erifia asked softly.
I dropped my bag at the sound of Erifia voice. 'Does she know what I just did?' I asked myself as I slowly said "I thought you were asleep." as I waited for her reply.
"I was, my lekkus wiggled and I woke." she calmly stated.
I hopped that was the only thing that did wake her up or there would be so many unwanted questions to answer.
"OH!" I stated as I raised an eyebrow. "How do you feel?"
"Well. That accursed Bacta makes me want more. Its pretty addictive, But I don't need it, so keep it away from me," Erifia stated and she smiled softly.
'Sounds like someone can't handle high doses of bacta, but why?' I asked myself as
I smiled back. Then I slowly stated "Yes it is! But it was either that or be in pain for a long time." as I looked down towards the floor. "I'm sorry about earlier."
"For what? I told you to. I'm sorry I hit you. I had to get you to release some of that anger."
I nodded my head as I said "But you shouldn't of had to." Then my eyes angrily flashed from the memory of hitting her. 'Her of all the Jedi in the galaxy to send to be with me. She had to be the one?' I asked myself as I waited.
"Barriss, you've been trained to bottle emotions, ever shake a bottle of koke? What happens?" Erifia asked.
"No Master, I've never had a bottle of koke before. Much less had one to shake." I answered back.
I noticed Erifia mouth widened to an O as she left the room. I stood there wondering what that had to do with anything. When Erifia returned she handed me a bottle of koko, to which I gently took from her as she said “Shake the bottle.”
"You want me to do what?" I asked as I looked at the bottle.
“Shake the bottle.” she said again.
'And this is going to exlpain what?' I asked myself as I lightly shook the battle, then looked at Erifia. "I do not see what this will accomplish." I lightly stated.
“Shake the bottle. Shake it hard and shake it long. Do not be gentle with it.” She stated.
TBC
Cross over with Erifia Apoc
I quietly opened the door to the refresher and carefully walked towards the bed.
"Up a little late," Erifia asked softly.
I dropped my bag at the sound of Erifia voice. 'Does she know what I just did?' I asked myself as I slowly said "I thought you were asleep." as I waited for her reply.
"I was, my lekkus wiggled and I woke." she calmly stated.
I hopped that was the only thing that did wake her up or there would be so many unwanted questions to answer.
"OH!" I stated as I raised an eyebrow. "How do you feel?"
"Well. That accursed Bacta makes me want more. Its pretty addictive, But I don't need it, so keep it away from me," Erifia stated and she smiled softly.
'Sounds like someone can't handle high doses of bacta, but why?' I asked myself as
I smiled back. Then I slowly stated "Yes it is! But it was either that or be in pain for a long time." as I looked down towards the floor. "I'm sorry about earlier."
"For what? I told you to. I'm sorry I hit you. I had to get you to release some of that anger."
I nodded my head as I said "But you shouldn't of had to." Then my eyes angrily flashed from the memory of hitting her. 'Her of all the Jedi in the galaxy to send to be with me. She had to be the one?' I asked myself as I waited.
"Barriss, you've been trained to bottle emotions, ever shake a bottle of koke? What happens?" Erifia asked.
"No Master, I've never had a bottle of koke before. Much less had one to shake." I answered back.
I noticed Erifia mouth widened to an O as she left the room. I stood there wondering what that had to do with anything. When Erifia returned she handed me a bottle of koko, to which I gently took from her as she said “Shake the bottle.”
"You want me to do what?" I asked as I looked at the bottle.
“Shake the bottle.” she said again.
'And this is going to exlpain what?' I asked myself as I lightly shook the battle, then looked at Erifia. "I do not see what this will accomplish." I lightly stated.
“Shake the bottle. Shake it hard and shake it long. Do not be gentle with it.” She stated.
TBC
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